Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Almost but not quite...

An excerpt from 500 days of Summer

Day 482
Tom goes to the bench at his favorite part of the city. He’s gazing down at some of the buildings when Summer calls out to him. She compliments his looks and knows he’s angry.  She tells him that she’s happy to see he’s doing ok. Tom confesses that he now realizes that all his ideas about love were wrong. Summer points out that it wasn’t. The girl who didn’t want to be anyone’s girlfriend was now someone’s wife. She tells him that with her husband, she knew what she was never sure of with Tom: that she was in love with him and wanted to spend the rest of her life with him. And she tells Tom that if there’s no destiny, she might have easily never randomly met him in a coffee shop. She tells Tom he was right. Just not about her. She holds his hand and squeezes before telling him that she needs to go. Tom tells her he’s happy that she’s happy, but makes a point not to congratulate her on her marriage. She smiles and leaves.
http://www.themoviespoiler.com/Spoilers/500daysofsummer.html

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I rephrase and say:
The boy who can't leave his girlfriend ( for the sake of "magpapakamatay ako pag iniwan mo ko", was now someone's boyfriend )..
Funny isn't it?
I just remembered as i watch the movie again...
And the undying updates that comes to me involuntarily... (argh! i don't want updatess. pls...)

I can't help but laugh when i watched this scene in the movie...
And i say to myself:  "Oo nga no. Sana sinabi mo na lang na "Tigilan na natin to..."
Siguro mas okay pa yun. Kasi alam ko wala akong pagsisisihan kasi ikaw na ang naggiveup...
Kesa hinintay mo pang ako ang mag-giveup para magparaya sa taong magpapakamatay pag iniwan mo...
Andaming hesitation hanggang ngayon tuloy, naiisip ko... "Pano kung di ako naggive-up?What will happen now?"

It's hard to wait for something that might never happen, but it's even harder to give up when you know it's everything you ever wanted...



Some will say ”bitter ka lang”
I say : "Hindi ako bitter...that was a year ago.. naalala ko lang... at hanggang ngayon hindi ko maiiwasang itanong sa sarili ko... "Pano kung di ako naggiveup? Ano na kaya nangyari samen?"
Sadyang masakit lang tanggapin, na ganun ang nangyari... Naglaho ang right time.. Right time na sabi mo aantayin natin..
Pero sabi mo nga, "habang hinihintay natin yung right time, parang untiunting naglalaho yun..."
Naglaho na nga...


Ohwell... Life is life. You'll never know what will happen next...
Just a mere realization that: If it's meant to be, it will happen..(in God's time) :>